I wonder

about a lot of things. Like, why does time seem to fly by one day, but drag on the next? Why do I seem to understand a person one day, but can't seem to get why they do certain things or act a certain way any other day? Do people actually miss you when they say they do? I know that I don't tell people I miss them unless I actually do. I don't want them thinking that I do. But I know for a fact that some people will agree that they missed the person they're talking to, even though they really didn't. I wonder if it's like the "courteous" thing to do? And sometimes I even wonder what my life would be like if I had decided to go to Houghton College instead of SDCC...or if I actually did transfer and go to UCSD or some other state university and studied anthropology?

Today I've just been thinking about a lot of stuff. There's so much going through my mind right now, sometimes I wonder how it's even possible for thoughts to travel so fast. Or for me to go from thinking one thing to all of a sudden wondering about something completely different and not related in any way. I know there's a myth saying that we only use 10% of our brain...pretty sure that's not true. Cuz if it was, I definitely wouldn't be having as many thoughts as I do. I was also wondering why I decided to come out to Texas instead of starting a job in San Diego so I could continue it throughout the school year. And then I realized that it's cuz I knew this would most likely be my last summer where I could be a nanny. The last summer that I could just go anywhere to get a job instead of worrying about a family or what not...I don't know. I'm in a weird mood is all. Melancholy, some like to call it. I wish I was in Tucson right now so I could celebrate my sister's birthday with her and her fun family...and then I'd go to Phoenix to see my family, too. Soon enough, I guess.

That's life through the eyes of a banana munchkin.

Happy birthday Seester!!! :) I love you!!!