At This Moment

...I'm very exhausted. I don't even know why, cuz I got plenty of sleep last night and I really didn't do all that much today. But nevertheless I'm pooped. I was planning on going for a run this morning but when my alarm went off I couldn't even open my eyes. So then I thought it was ok that I didn't go cuz I went last night after putting Becca to bed. So I decided to sleep for another hour or so but ended up sleeping til 8:30. WOW!!! I didn't think I was that tired. And then I proceeded with the usual stuff that I do every morning. But today, of all days, Becca didn't wanna nap. Usually after I give her her 2nd feeding she's out for like 3 or 4 hours cuz of the meds that I put in it. But not today! She didn't nap at all actually. Every time she'd lay down on the ground or the couch, she'd be back up within 5 minutes and playing or going outside...sheesh! And then I had my interview so I put her in her room, cuz I didn't want her terrorizing the house and I figured she'd fall asleep, right? WRONG! After my interview (which went really well so thank you all for your prayers and good thoughts!) I went up to get her and she was butt naked sitting on the floor. Aaaaand her sheets were covered in poop. yup, that's right! Poop. Luckily none of it got on the carpet, but she was covered in it and her clothes were covered in it. So I took everything outside and hosed it off (her included!) and then threw it all in the wash after putting some fresh clothes on her. I realized part of the reason why she was naked is cuz I put her in shorts that didn't have a drawstring, so they're easy to take off. And I also hadn't changed her before my interview, so it's partly my fault for poop going everywhere. I took her on a couple of walks today and I took Fenn out a few times as well, and I even did a half hour of P90X Plyometrics to make up for not running today. I would've done the whole thing but Becca had been in the tub for almost 45 minutes by the time I was halfway through the workout, so I paused it and then by the time I got her in bed and cleaned up her mess I was too exhausted to do anything else. So, I decided that I'm gonna either run or hit the gym tomorrow morning before waking her up. So going to bed this early is gonna pay off! Yay! And I'm sure I'll have no problem falling asleep tonight. I'm absolutely exhausted!!!

I hear back from Ryan Rogers (the guy who interviewed me) sometime next week. They're finishing up all their interviews this week so that they can make a decision soon. It's nice cuz if I don't get it I can look elsewhere, but if I do then I can finally stop looking! Yay! This place seems amazing. I really want this internship, but the competition seems fierce. He made it sound like there are a lot of people applying and he asked a lot of questions that were training-related and my expertise and stuff, so we'll see what happens. I was honest and he was easy to talk to and I wasn't nervous once the introductions started, so maybe he'll see that I really want it and they'll hire me. But I don't know. He didn't say anything that made it sound like I would get it, but he didn't say anything that made it seem like I wouldn't either. So, my fingers are crossed and I'm constantly praying that this is the place. He's a guy I can definitely see myself working with, I agree with all of their core values and their mission statement, AND they're supported by under armour which I think is really cool :) So I can advertise their stuff! Haha, like I don't already? :)

Well folks, that's life through the eyes of a banana munchkin. Nighty night!!




10 more days!!