sitting...waiting...wishing...

Hi. My name is Hannah. And I am a hypocrite. Pure and simple. I always say people should eat healthy and work out 3-5 times a week. But here I am sitting on my LAZY butt. I haven't worked out since God knows when, I eat crap all the time, and I always find excuses why I shouldn't go for a run. Things like "I'm so tired from work" or "it's too hot outside" or "Sean doesn't like it when I run in the dark" etc. And then here I am getting jealous of people who "have more time than me to work out" and "don't have to work 3 jobs to pay the bills" and yada yada yada. It doesn't really help that my husband hates to work out. He keeps saying that he wants to start walking every night, or biking/hiking on Saturdays or training for softball/volleyball after I get home from work. It's just so hard to motivate myself to go for a run when he's just NOT into it! And I've always loved doing small workouts inside the house, but there's no space here...and yes, that's probably another excuse, but it is a valid one. I'm so thankful that his parents have let us stay here for so long, but I'm also extremely thankful that we'll be moving out soon. It's such a blessing. Anyways...I gotta stop complaining. Maybe instead of writing this I should actually be getting dressed to run. Or I should try to get my husband to go on a walk with me...who am I kidding. Neither of those is gonna happen because I have no motivation or accountability or workout partner. Something I was hoping Sean would be, but...c'est la vie. Things don't ever work out how we thought they would.

That's life through the eyes of a banana munchkin. For now. Peace!