Oh the wise words of Michael Jackson. Today was a bad day. I sat around, did some homework, watched waaaay too much TV and went to the gym. It's a good thing I ended up going to the gym, even though it was a lot later than I originally planned, cuz I would've gone stir crazy in this house. I now know for sure that there's no way I could live by myself. Even though I'd most likely have a job and friends and other people to hang out with and places to go, coming back to an empty house is terrible. I guess it's not completely empty though, cuz there is the dog and cat. But the cat, well, she's a cat. She goes off and sleeps on her own and only comes down to eat or smell what I'm cooking. And the dog is obsessed with his tennis ball, which stinks and is slimey and I'm just never in the mood for it. a lot of the time I feel really lonely cuz I'm all alone. But then I remember that there are people in my life who are willing to talk to me on the phone or respond to my text messages. And I also think of the future, when I'll be living with 5 wonderful women and I'll have people around me all the time. So as lonely as it can be to be alone, I try to enjoy myself as much as possible. It's hard, but I know it could be worse. I'm so thankful for my cellphone. And even though I'm pretty sure Michael Jackson was thinking something else when writing this song, I know that I'm not ever alone. Because God's always with me. And that's such a comforting thought, even on bad days like today.
Well, I'm gonna see if I can fall asleep within an hour of getting into bed. Something which has yet to happen since I've come to Texas. Oy vey...
and that's life through the eyes of a banana munchkin.
"Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."
Hebrews 13:5b
LUUUUB YOU!!!
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