Yes, that is a title of a Journey song. I love Journey. Their music is inspiring. It makes me wanna sing so loud my lungs hurt. It makes me wanna dance so hard my pants fall off (well, not literally). But most of all, their lyrics are so interesting and true.
This past week has been somewhat depressing. The family I'm nannying for left for Disney World for a week (boo) without ME (boo hoo!!) and left me to care for their annoying cat who constantly wants to eat, and their dog who cares for nothing more than to play fetch with 1 of his 13 slobbery slimey tennis balls. Yeah. Thankfully I'm a member of a gym, I have books to read AND they hooked me up with a babysitting gig right next door. Convenient, right? Yeah, I thought so too! But, sadly, that's over with. And I was gonna get a massage this week, but realized that I have no money for that. Even with the discount I get for being a gym member. Ugh...
Anyways, I've come to realize that I'm extremely pathetic. I've been apart from my boyfriend and best friend, Sean Patrick Hogan, for just over a week and it feels like it's been months. Every time we say good night or good bye on the phone I get so sad. Every night I wish I could be in San Diego. Every night I wonder whether I made the right choice in coming to Texas. Yeah, it's fun being a nanny and all. Yeah, it's good pay. But is money really worth being apart from the person I am STONE IN LOVE with? Definitely not. Alas, there's nothing I can do about it now except pray that God makes the time go by so fast that I don't realize what's happening.
That, sadly, is currently life through the eyes of a banana munchkin.
And with that, my friends, I'm off to bed.
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