Oy vey...

Why is life so frustrating? Why can't i do what I love without having to add in extra work? I thought I knew what I was getting into, but I was so wrong. I should've thought this through. I should've prayed more about it before accepting this. Why don't I think? Why just I always jump at a chance without thinking about the add-ons? I thought this would be a piece of cake. It's not. All I really wanna do is glorify god in all that I do but that's so hard when I get anxious with what I do. God I need you. I need your wisdom. Your strength. Your discernment. And your courage to do the right thing and your hand guiding me towards what the right thing is cuz right now I have no clue what that is.